I haven't posted anything in a while.
I have pictures from at least three baking projects on my computer or camera, but they haven't done much besides sit there. I am finding that I would rather not post just a recipe or a picture of an outfit. I want to have a story to tell, or a thought to offer.
I still don't have a story to go with these pictures and this recipe.
The quote in the title of this post is from an Emily Dickinson poem - I've been revisiting my lit textbooks the last couple days. When I woke up before five o'clock yesterday morning for no reason, I had some devotion time, and then I read Dante, as one does at five in the morning. Then there was sort of a chain reaction, and now I'm posting about Emily Dickinson.
Anyway, the poem, especially the first stanza here, captures how I often feel when writing, and sometimes how I feel when speaking.
I found the words to every thought
I ever had -- But one
And that -- defies me --
As a Hand did try to chalk the Sun
As a Hand did try to chalk the Sun
I don't know that I have the words for every thought, but it sure seems like I have the phrase for everything except what I actually want to say in a given moment. I have a whole host of ideas for blog posts right now, but I felt compelled to keep everything in chronological order, so the chocolate-walnut biscotti had to come first. But I don't have words for the thought.
There's something delightfully ironic in how perfectly Emily Dickinson phrases the elusive quality of words and writing. It's hard to believe she ever had a thought she didn't eventually phrase in a uniquely compelling way. (Just for the record, though, the second stanza adds the layer of communicating with people of different background and context, and that's another thing entirely.)
I could try to make some brilliant segue here about Emily Dickinson and biscotti, but, well, I think that's another thought I have not the words to, so I'll just give you the recipe and some pretty pictures.
Brownie Biscotti
(via allrecipes.com, altered)
1 T butter (altered from 1/3 cup in recipe)
2/3 cup sugar
3 eggs (altered from 2 in recipe)
1 t vanilla
1 3/4 cup flour
1/3 cup unsweetened cocoa powder
2 t baking powder
1/4 cup chopped walnuts
(the recipe also called for chocolate chips, which I'm sure would have been delicious, but I didn't have any)
Preheat oven to 375
1. Cream the butter, sugar and eggs. Add the vanilla to the mixture.
2. The recipe says, as most do, to combine all the dry ingredients together and then add to the wet. Sometimes I do that. This time I just added each individually and mixed it all up.
3. Add walnuts (and chocolate chips, if you have them!).
4. Time to make the fun logs for the first round of baking.
I'm trying to take slightly different pictures, since I'm sure the same picture with slightly different textures and colors is not that interesting. Maybe I should change this feature to Biweekly Breakfast Baked Good to avoid getting too repetitive.
5. Bake the logs at 375 for 25-30 minutes.
6. Let the logs cool for about 10 minutes, then cut diagonally into slices.
7. Bake the slices for at least 20 minutes, or 10 minutes on each side if you like.
8. Now you have a brand new kind of delicious biscotti!
I find myself in a Teasdale mood, personally; it may only be March, but her "April" sums up the world outside perfectly for me. Funny how spring makes us revisit old textbooks--I ended up bringing back my old AP Lit textbook from high school, if only so I could read "The Lighters" by Rennie McQuilkin whenever I wanted to.
ReplyDeleteHaving quite the right words is a serious challenge for me, most days, too--and keeping them in the right order when I try to speak, even moreso. :D So I commiserate, and you should be very proud of those biscotti, because they look delicious.